… I am back to posting regularly.
Or at least, back to daily posting. As much as possible.
With only 19 posts published in May (out of a 26-day work month–since I take at least one day off a week) and none posted in June until now, I’d like to say that I’m ashamed of myself as a blogger. I was doing so well. Posting on a daily basis (missing only a handful of days) since November.
And then life happened which tied up my mind and crippled my writing process.
Such a LAME excuse!!
Sighs. I know. And the thing is, I’m not ashamed that I haven’t posted. Sometimes, you just need a break.
Have you ever had a moment when you felt yourself retreating into your mind? Like, you’re going through the motions of living your life, doing what you have to do to survive, to keep up appearance, to ensure that everything is fine, but really, you’re stuck in your mind. You’re thinking about all the things you want to do, or haven’t done, while plastering a smile on your face. You’re actually contemplating life’s biggest questions like “What happens after death?” while drafting up the next monthly schedule or having a conversation with a best friend.
Not that I actually thought those things, simply using it as an example.
Well, that’s where I’ve been these past few days. Ignoring life, apparently. My mind conscious needed to take a break for a few days and so I’ve been stuck in my mind.
But the only way to break through all that is to shake it off. Do my best to get back to reality.
And I do that best by writing.
… on this day I am reconnecting myself with the world after mini mental vacation.