Have you ever experienced a sort of mental breakdown? A point where your mind just doesn’t want to cooperate? You try to get it to focus, try everything to get it to work the way you need it to, and yet … nothing.
I’ve been struggling with that today. Thankfully, I got some homework done, but it wasn’t as much as I wanted to and it’s because it was a struggle! I couldn’t believe it. I tried listening to concert music, tried to find a quiet place, and I blocked out all social media notifications. Still didn’t get as far as I wanted to. Sighs.
I hope my mind can figure out what’s gotten a hold of it and snap out of it. I don’t get like this often, thankfully, but when I do it’s not a very opportune time. I also know I can’t force it to work, for whatever reason. Self sabotage? Hmm, maybe. That would explain things. Hopefully, that’s not the case.
We shall see. We shall see.